I finnally find somebody who is absolutley AMAZING...and he moves 3 hours away.
I fall for this guy do hard that I let all my close friends know...and information get s out and now people are starting drama about me.
I let him inside my closed little bubble that I never let anyone into...and he blows my problems off...
I just love it how I finnally find something I really like and want to keep close - and everything around me does its best to ruin the whole thing.UGH...I dano what to do...this sucks. High School drama is wretched. Even the people you would never even think about saying bad things about you - does just that. This is getting ugly.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
New Man...Kind of?
Sooo...I have been with the same person for five years. We began dating when I was in the 8th grade and we have been off and on ever since then...up untill a week ago. We had yet another hard breakup and for the first time I feel kind of...free. I'm barely 19 years old [turns 19 in July] and I feel as though I have been married for 10 years. The commitment levels were straining and the protectiveness was a downer as well. In the end...we just ended up not being a very healthy couple.
But here it is, a week later, and a guy I have liked from afar tells me that he liked me too. It's so refreshing. Hes such a sweetheart...We're not dating, due to the fact that we dont get the chance to talk much so we dont know each other well enough to really concider each other boyfriend/girlfriend - but that doesnt matter to me. It's just so nice to know that there are still nice guys out there that are worth my time. He just makes me so ridiculusly happy its painful. We set up a date for Friday and I havent been able to eat since. Im so nervous...but that good kind of nervous...if that makes any sence.
This is really exciting. ^_^ I just hate it that it took me all 4 years of high school to finnally relax. > _ <
But here it is, a week later, and a guy I have liked from afar tells me that he liked me too. It's so refreshing. Hes such a sweetheart...We're not dating, due to the fact that we dont get the chance to talk much so we dont know each other well enough to really concider each other boyfriend/girlfriend - but that doesnt matter to me. It's just so nice to know that there are still nice guys out there that are worth my time. He just makes me so ridiculusly happy its painful. We set up a date for Friday and I havent been able to eat since. Im so nervous...but that good kind of nervous...if that makes any sence.
This is really exciting. ^_^ I just hate it that it took me all 4 years of high school to finnally relax. > _ <
Sign of the Times
My news tidbit today comes from the desk of the current major of New York - Mayor Bloomberg, who according to New York Times is "quietly ending" his funds towards a neighborhood charitable program. "His decision, which is not yet public, has set off alarm in the city’s arts and social services worlds, which depend heavily on his largesse and are grappling with deep budget cuts and a brutal fund-raising climate." Claims NYT's Michael Barbaro. "Mr. Bloomberg never demanded that Carnegie provide him with a detailed report on how the money was spent. He would simply send a single check for tens of millions of dollars every December."
This is just one thing that is showing the signs of the times & economic crisis. Clearly Bloomberg is a good man and was at one time capable of taking care of his area of jurisdiction, but there is no telling who will fall next. Funds are already falling in schools. Hopefully our country will prosper regardless.
This is just one thing that is showing the signs of the times & economic crisis. Clearly Bloomberg is a good man and was at one time capable of taking care of his area of jurisdiction, but there is no telling who will fall next. Funds are already falling in schools. Hopefully our country will prosper regardless.
Japanese Economy and YOU
"This apartment is in the Hiroo neighborhood in the Shibuya ward of Tokyo. Last renovated in April 2008, it has 82.8 square meters (about 890 square feet), with new hardwood floors and wallpaper, and a new kitchen and bath. The windows face southeast, allowing for sunlight all day. The tree-lined views from the master bedroom and living room are of Shoun-ji Temple, a Zen Buddhist center. The apartment is one of 11 units in a five-story 1978 building." According to the New York Times - Great Homes and Destinations.
In Tokyo, this is your typical apartment price. Japans economy has been suffering for years, and real estate buyers have become increasingly scarces due to this fact. Renting has become the norm, and keeps your everyday Japanese citizen up on these risky economic times.
“The Tokyo real estate market has declined since the Lehman shock by 20 to 40 percent,” claims Zoe Ward, an agent in the sales division of Housing Japan, the firm listing the property described above. “However, we think it has hit the bottom.”
Why does all of this matter? Why wouldn’t it matter? Japan is a great and beautiful country and many job opportunities are there for Americans who are interested in overseas work. But if your dream job were to present itself and you are expected to move your family to Japan - given the current American economy how will you ever be able to afford a nice home? You'd most likely to get stuck with less then your moneys worth, or being put into the renting circuit. The economy's of those overseas DO matter to Americans, its just getting Americans to notice.
In Tokyo, this is your typical apartment price. Japans economy has been suffering for years, and real estate buyers have become increasingly scarces due to this fact. Renting has become the norm, and keeps your everyday Japanese citizen up on these risky economic times.
“The Tokyo real estate market has declined since the Lehman shock by 20 to 40 percent,” claims Zoe Ward, an agent in the sales division of Housing Japan, the firm listing the property described above. “However, we think it has hit the bottom.”
Why does all of this matter? Why wouldn’t it matter? Japan is a great and beautiful country and many job opportunities are there for Americans who are interested in overseas work. But if your dream job were to present itself and you are expected to move your family to Japan - given the current American economy how will you ever be able to afford a nice home? You'd most likely to get stuck with less then your moneys worth, or being put into the renting circuit. The economy's of those overseas DO matter to Americans, its just getting Americans to notice.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Alice in Wonderland
I'm going to go see it tonight! I'm so ridiculusly excited. Not only am I a Johnny Depp fan but Tim Burton is a directing genious. Im soooooo excited. It looks really good. But I really like how its not just another remake; it's a continuation of the story, making it jump out to me even more. It does look kindof dark, but hey - it Tim Burton for christ sake. I have a feeling this movie is going to blow all others out of the water, it just looks so awesome. :D I'll make sure to write about how it went. ^_^
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Senior Year Failure
I;m becoming a statistic. The one thing I told myself at the begining of the year that would never become. Im currently failing government and english. If I dont pass these classes I wont walk the line, and I love it that it doesnt hit me till now that what im doing to myself is ridiculus and almost a form a suicide. Im so stuck in the world of working comstently and worrying about everybody elses problems that im once again not paying enough attenchion to my own. Ive fallen into this pattern time and time again and its murdering any chance I have of getting into a decent college. It does make me feel better that I know I can pass, and Im working to get that done...but I cant feed people any more excuses. Im on the chopping block...and it BOMBS...I just PRAY that I can get what I need to do done in time to still survive the statistics...
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Fashion Statments
This may come off as sort of self centerd... because it kindof is...hehehe. When I hear fashion statement I think of myself. I always have had this way, ever since middle school, to have the most pop-ish outfits ever. Last year if was my hair. I would make the most awesome hair bows and clips and dress my hair up majorly. This year, its been tutu skirts. My absolute favorite of my skirts is my black lace skirt with the lace ribbions on it. I wear it the most out of the three tutu skirts i own. Once again...sort of self centerd, but...it was the first thing that came to my mind.
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