IB Classes = real life

If anybody dares tell me IB is not worth it - I may just have a hernia. I'm currently in two IB classes, 2D art & theroy of knowledge; both of which relate to real life in many ways. I keep hearing that IB isnt worth it. That it will never give you anything you will ever need or could use - but it does. My mind is alot broader and my work ethic has also expanded. TOK [Theory of Knowledge] has helped me emensily in understanding the world and its opinions. It also a good realese from typical High School Drama. Being able to go to class and just disscuss topics, and widen my understanding of other cultures and subjects. When it comes to IB Art - my work ethic has trippled. I wish I took this class all throughout high school because it has put me in my place. Their are strict deadlines, and if you dont reach them - you fail the assignment. Yes there is a certain amount of freedom in the project we do, which I love, and Mrs. Sparks is AMAZING, but the best thing i KNOW I have gotten out of it [and we havent even completed a whole 9weeks mind you] is my emense rise in overall work ethic. It'd be nice if people would take a couple IB level classes before they decide to patronize them.

Love

love is a confusing lump of gas that will suffocate you till you blow up into smitherines. I am not a fan of it. I have been with my boyfriend for five years off and on. He is the most stobborn anoying, frustraiting, irritateing, little chunk of skin I have ever met in my life. But - for some unknown reason I am exensly attracted to him. He drives me up the wall -yet at the end of the day, Im completely convinced he is the one. But - the word love is a powerful word. It can both sting and numb the body at the mere sound of it. Since I was little I have never been able to say this complicated word to just anybody. I have a hard time saying it, much less admitting it presence on this planet. But...this is just me. I belive in free love. I belive that anybody of any gender or race can love spontaniously, to whomever they feel attracted to. But when it comes to me...im a whole other bag of beans. Am I the only one who has this constant deilema of neever being able to admit to being in love?

Rawr...

So...I really need to get on the ball with these here blog thingies. I've been fairly busy, and occupied my time with other things and have blown this off - so im making up for it now.

Nothing mew so far in the life of Jessica. I'm getting a Tattoo soon ^_^ I have it all designed and everything. Im sooooo excited. I've wanted one for a really long time. It makes me happy ^_^ Other then that, nothing is really new. School is still really busy, and so is work. If its worth much - I dispised Beowulf. It was just not my peice of cake. and seriously - how inapropriate can they make a movie? I mean really? It's like the whole point of the story was "Men are weak suicidal morons with swords" It was that dumb. Sorry, but it just didnt work for me.