Sooo...I have been with the same person for five years. We began dating when I was in the 8th grade and we have been off and on ever since then...up untill a week ago. We had yet another hard breakup and for the first time I feel kind of...free. I'm barely 19 years old [turns 19 in July] and I feel as though I have been married for 10 years. The commitment levels were straining and the protectiveness was a downer as well. In the end...we just ended up not being a very healthy couple.
But here it is, a week later, and a guy I have liked from afar tells me that he liked me too. It's so refreshing. Hes such a sweetheart...We're not dating, due to the fact that we dont get the chance to talk much so we dont know each other well enough to really concider each other boyfriend/girlfriend - but that doesnt matter to me. It's just so nice to know that there are still nice guys out there that are worth my time. He just makes me so ridiculusly happy its painful. We set up a date for Friday and I havent been able to eat since. Im so nervous...but that good kind of nervous...if that makes any sence.
This is really exciting. ^_^ I just hate it that it took me all 4 years of high school to finnally relax. > _ <
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